It makes me sad to read it back now, especially as I don't even remember the last time I saw him.
"I realised lately that pretty much everything that I want, I kind of already have. I say that I'd like a 'nice boy with a genuine heart of gold. A boy who will go to shows with me, watch films with me and smile at me for no reason', and I'm an idiot because I already have that. I already have him.
______ is one of the best friends I've ever had, and it still amazes me everyday that we've become so close in just a few months. He's one of the best, most genuine people in the world, and every moment we spend together is such a giggle. I can honestly say that I value our friendship more than almost anything else. This boy makes me so happy, and he's everything that anybody could ever want in a friend. He's nice, genuinely nice. He'll do anything for you if he cares about you. He'll share his things without a second thought, he'll make an effort and he won't moan about it.
I love spending time with him because he's fun, and full of endless energy and excitement. We can spend whole days together and never, ever run out of things to talk about. We watch silly amounts of films and he'll always explain the ending to me, if I don't understand. We listen to music together, and moan about each others taste in bands, and...he smiles at me. For no reason whatsoever.
Basically, he'll really special to me and I love him. I love him in the sense that I'd do anything for him, I love him in the sense that I miss him when he's not there and I always want to talk to him, about nothing in particular. I love him, and I respect him, and value him, and I want him to know that all the lovely things he does for me, don't go unnoticed. Not at all".
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